Welcome to The Duncan Trussell Family Hour Center for Self-Optimization

Register now to gain access to all of our features. Once registered and logged in, you will be able to contribute to this site by submitting your own content or replying to existing content. You'll be able to customize your profile, receive reputation points as a reward for submitting content, while also communicating with other members via your own private inbox, plus much more! This message will be removed once you have signed in.

self_medic

Hrair
  • Content count

    127
  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won

    3

Community Reputation

72 Purple Pope

About self_medic

  • Rank
    Advanced Member
  1. The second song is called “Tricking in Florence.” Just found this and I’m really digging it right now.
  2. Agreed @pattmayne about the first 4 circuit chapters. Blew my fucking mind.
  3. Well....that’s actually awesome you enjoy the work you do! What a blessing. Honestly, maybe the “something missing” feeling is just a universal aspect of human existence. Why that is... who the fuck knows. But I think it’s at the core of all of us, although some are more aware of it than others. This may be a typical response, but meditation could help. Recognizing our thoughts float by trying to find solutions to this “unsatisfied” feeling sort of gives you some space from it (the feeling) if that makes sense. Also, as a personal therapy session, perhaps find some kind of creative outlet or project to work on when you’re not working. Anyway, I feel you brother. But remember, this too shall pass.
  4. Yeah I think you’re forgetting the integration aspect of therapy. MDMA can help people see their trauma from a new, more beneficial perspective. That can be cultivated/solidified over time with therapy. It’s not just about how great they feel while on the drug. And perhaps it won’t work for everyone, and maybe some trauma is so ingrained in someone ppl’s psyche that it’s not easy to shake lose of a negative, destructive “lens.” But I’d say most can with MDMA. (83% per MAPS I think)
  5. I had one of the most intense psychedelic experiences ever the day after meditating with binaural beats. It began with a strange tingly feeling on my forehead that gradually grew stronger, until it finally felt like a water fountain bursted through the crown of my head. That’s when the “trip” began, and lasted until I went to sleep a few hours later. It was extremely spiritual in nature, and was more intense than any trip I’ve had from consuming substances. I’m still trying to make sense of it...but needless to say it’s definitely made me reconsider what is possible.
  6. That sounds amazing to me right now.
  7. 2-cb
  8. Do you notice any negative effects? Why do you want to stop? I use mostly every day going on 5 years, with the exception of a couple tolerance breaks. I ponder this myself...Perhaps my short term memory is worse, but it helps with depression. I find more meaning in life when I'm using consistently, and I don't really want to go back on SSRIs. So I don't know...I'm guessing She's not done teaching me yet.
  9. Cool. Thanks for sharing...I've listened to his podcast but had no idea who he was.
  10. I am in a similar situation. Long story short is that I studied finance prior to learning more about myself and what truly interests me, and now I'm stuck. The problem is I don't know how to make a career out of what I really enjoy. But anyway.... is there any possibility to get into your desired career without more college or another degree? I personally could stand dealing with the culture of universities again, but not paying all that money for it.
  11. I'm sorry to hear this... Sending love and praying for healing and integration to the family and friends dealing with her loss. And God Speed to the member no longer with us...May she have a peaceful journey.
  12. Hold on to ur butts.....
  13. Agreed. I'm not big on weddings either, but they may not be as terrible as you're making it out to be. It seems like your bro wants to have you at his celebration. It's just one day.
  14. How many grams do you guys do? I just tried my first dose this evening. Started with 3gs, and about 45 min in, I started noticing a pleasant feeling to my skin/body...gave me goosebumps for a moment. Reminded me of the cup of lean I drank, but maybe a bit more subtle in its effects. I really dig this so far...hopefully it'll be a good anxiety remedy when I need it. So far it doesn't seem to impair my cognitive ability too much.